很棒的事情 XD

嗨，大家好！

我有个好消息，就是……我考完试了！！

[哈哈]

我要跟大一说永别了~

(时间真的过得好快，一转眼就一年了。）

人们常说：报喜不报忧。

可是这未必是好事嘛！

我说啊，“有福同享，有难同当”才是最棒的！

所以，[哈哈哈]，现在我要做很棒的事情，就是把我的“忧”也告诉你们。

只可惜，我好像，有点不一样了。

以前，我总会大方地跟比人说这些伤心事，好像很大方就揭露自己的伤口给人家看；

现在，没那么大方了咯。

我好像开始明白，每一次揭开那伤口，会增长它发炎的机率。

是因为这次我大伤特伤了吗？

[哈哈哈] 没那么夸张啦！

只是……受伤……了……咯。

(对不起啊大家！写了这么久，都没说是什么事。可是我相信你们一定会原谅我的，不是吗？

你们都不想看到我的伤口发炎吧？——o(>﹏<)o不要啊！！！)

只可以说，是感情。

我在爱的路上受了伤——心痛痛了。

是背叛——他的心飞走了——不在我这儿了。

现在的我，已付出了最大的努力去挽回……这段要死不死的感情。

剩下的，不是我可以掌控的！

我只想与主亲近，让他的爱来医治我、安慰我。

趁着人生的低潮抓紧神的爱。

没有任何事能让我与神的爱隔绝。

深信，这是我成长的机会。

祷告、祷告、再祷告！！！

<希望你们的心情没被我影响！！我在努力加油中，大家也要好好加油！❤>

抒发

我要找时间写部落格！！！
有好多事情发生，我想好好地抒发出来！

可是，写的时候，应该都会哭得很惨……

《耶稣受难》

Share with you this video if you don't know the history of Good Friday.
He made this day a history, and shall be a remembrance for everyone on earth.
He died, for each and every one of us.
Don't doubt, YOU, who are watching, HE DIED FOR YOU.

文字与话

看了一个朋友的部落格，她写道，她喜欢用文字表达自己。

想了想，我也是。

文字，打进电脑或写在纸上，有些错的，都可以删改。

话，一说出口，犹如覆水难收，别人都已经听进去了。

话，不是有口就可以说的。

直到去年，一个姐妹告诉我后，我才晓得：说话是要有技巧的。

好大一个原来？还好啦。

凡事都有太多要学习的地方了。

活着就是学习；活到老，学到老嘛！

我得承认，我不会说话。

很多时候一心急，就会说错话、以为喊就赢。

有时会想：是否该变得沉默些？

尽量不要说太多，以免说错；

再把想要分享、表达的，写出来。

可是……我会懒惰。

懒得写，觉得用讲的比较方便、也比较快。

另一方面，我怕、怕写了没人读、没人看。

该怎么办呢？

只要关心我的人，都一定会去读吗？

那关心我的人，有几个？

【糟糕，我太没安全感了！】

**不要让自己陷入空虚呀！

还是希望，自己的话，可以变得少一些。

献上：（哥林多前书 10:23）凡事都可行，但不都有益处。凡事都可行，但不都造就人。
    (以弗所书 4:29）污秽的言语一句不可出口，只要随事说造就人的好话，叫听见的人的益处。

"Do not let any unwholesome talk come out of your mouths, but only what is helpful for building others up according to their needs, that it may benefit those who listen."- Ephesians 4:29
-THINK before we say.
T - Is it TRUE?
H - Is it HELPFUL?
I - Is it INSPIRING?
N - Is it NECESSARY?
K - Is it KIND?
If what we are about to say does not build others, then we better keep silent. =) 
---Shared

已经过了12点了，今天是耶稣受难日。

“但愿倒空我的生命，学习你谦卑的样式，背起我自己的十字架。”

EI + OB presentations

Hi everybody!

This is the writer in formal attire.

She got 2 presentations on last Thursday, 29 March 2011.

In the Emotional Intelligence presentation, it was a role-play/sketch.

She acted as colleague B that were almost silent [haha] and the narrator.

It was okay but many procedures that we aimed to remember in order to perform well, we didn't do it.

[ahh] How forgetful/nervous!

Yet, it was still okay and the stories still flew quite smoothly.

Next, Organizational Behavior presentation.

[ohmygoodness] Seriously, not good.

It was worse than what she thought of.

Pretty stunned that the group can't answer the 2 questions in Q&A session.

It's very unfortunate of us to meet a tutor that only gives negative comments.

Those comments were just like blaming you and denying whatever you have done.

The writer truly had a feeling that, the tutor doesn't treat them as students.

They're more of her subordinates based on her attitudes.

Hey yo!
Who doesn't make mistakes?
We are all human beings, NOT computer, NOT machine.
We're never perfect. Even computer hangs. Even machine can produce defective products.
Why expect 100% from us when you're not even the 100%?!
Do you understand the meaning of student?
We're here to learn, not to be blamed of what we are.

[duhhhhhh]

Anyhow, the writer truly did her best not to make the tutor spoilt her mood.

Gave thanks to God, Praised the Lord that the presentation was finally over!

Yeah, it was over!!!!! Thank God!

It's late.

Everybody shall go to bed.

Good  night and sleep tight.

Have a beautiful tomorrow.

God loves you!

Before March 2012 ends

Long time no see? XD
Gonna write something before March ends.

March is a busy month for UTAR students.
All assignments due date, mid term, and presentation come together in March.
I, of course, experience this too.
The week when presentation or assignments due, I surely will sleep in the midnight one.
*Gahhh, leading unhealthy lifestyle :(

Faced a lot of problems. Did I grow to be more mature and see things in a better way?
I guess not yet.
The feeling of being trapped in problems really s*cks.
The feeling of searching for exit, heart tears apart.
I hate being trapped, it's like... so helpless.
I can only pray, "O God, deliver me..."

Should say less about unhappy stuff.
Life, is all about how you look at it, I mean, how you interpret it.

Love this quote from Charine -
把悲伤看小，把喜乐看大。把怒气化无，把饶恕化大。将不幸缩小，将幸福放大。
唯有靠着上帝的大能~~~~~

(Sorry that I can't translate this exactly for you guys. It roughly means focus less on sadness, focus more on joyfulness. Reduce anger, enhance forgiveness. Lessen unfortunate, multiply blessings. All by God's power.)


Let us all +jia youuuuussss+ together. :D

Till then. <3


Will blog more next time.
Imissblogging. Ilovewritingoutmystory.

Valentine's Day 2012

I've made this video for you, Tze En.
Hope you get surprised about it.
Then my effort is paid off.

Love you!
Happy Valentine's Day!

Last week 30.1 -> 2.5 .2012

Hello readers! I'm here again to update you all about my recent life.

Last week.
It was a week after Chinese New Year and the third week of this trimester.
I'm gonna start writing from last Monday.
Went back to Kampar with mum's love.

She purposely cook just to make me bring this to Kampar for dinner.
My mom really loves me very much and I know that.
Even tho I study in Kampar for nearly 2 years, I can still see tears in her eyes almost every time when I'm leaving home.
Fyi, I'm the youngest in my family. Whole family like always kinda worry about me.



Tuesday.

Brand new school day after CNY holidays.

Went to campus with these 2 new stuffs.
*point to the first pic above* I bought this sandal from night market in Kampar.
Shu Ting said it doesn't look like it's from night market, may be from famous shoes shop. XD
Anyway, are my sandals nice?
*point to the second pic above* This is my new water bottle.
Bought it in One U's Miss T.
Mummy paid for it.
I really love this water bottle very much.
Thank you mummy!!! ♥

P/s: Not forgetting the EnglishforBusiness class. Mr. Paul is still very funny with his terrible mouth telling stories about couple and Korean. [Hahahah]



Wednesday.

It was a heavy rain when we walked back after classes.
But can you see? The sky was so nice.
It was sunset...with rain. XD

Went to 银楼金粉 with Shu Ting for dinner.
It was my first time going there.

 ^^ picture above - the interior decor of the shop
vv picture below - the menu

My dinner. So-called set B. XD



Thursday.

See the sky. See the cloud. See its designer. Praise the Lord.



Friday.
Everyone was going back to hometown.
This made me felt so much of going back too.
Couldn't make it.
D:



Saturday.
Had a nice fellowship with guys and girls.
Pictures - click


Sunday.
Finally got to go home for 1.5 day holidays.
Reached home at 12.00am Monday.


:)
Enjoy reading!
;)

初一晚 :)

Tze en took me to his house for a dinner with his family.
Hehehhehehhehehehe.

Seeing him is already a great happiness added onto me.
I love you, PTE!!!

You complete my happiness. <3

This is like my new year resolution. :P

Half of this  post is written from phone.

>.<

Y1S3

Stand in awe of the Creator.

(In this kind of weather, I walked to campus without umbrella. OH GOSH!!!)

It has become like a norm that the first day of the new semester must become a post in the blog.
HAHAHHAHA. Sooooo, readers! Today is my first day of YEAR ONE SEM THREE.

Attended 3 classes today.
All were lecture classes.
Financial Accounting Framework II, Business Finance, and English for Business.

The lecturer who is worth mentioned is English for Business lecturer.
His name is Mr. Paul but he said his parents never add mister in front of his name. =.=
Thought that this English class will be super duper boring and sleepy but it turns out the other way round.
Mr. Paul looks so strict when he wants us to keep quiet.
But then when he starts talking or joking, different story begins.
BUAHAHAHAHA!

I remember a joke very well as it was a so cold one.
When he was telling this, nobody laughed.
I guess he got shocked and demotivated. :P

Wrong Vocab: There is a nipple on her face.
Correction: There is a pimple on her face.

Funny? Cold? Whatever you feel, the students did really laugh in today's class.
Seriously hope that this 4-6pm English class will be continually filled with laughter.
I need to drive away my sleepiness. >.<

Till then. Will write about Mr. Paul next time if there's still anything interesting.
Good night everyone! :D

让家人放心

今天，大哥二哥载我回金宝，也顺道来我房间看看，因为大哥是头一次来。
来到了房间，我竟“利用”大哥帮我抹风扇。
O(∩_∩)O哈哈哈~
真是对他感激不尽啦~
现在我宿舍房间的风扇风力很大呢！

在我来的途中，大哥二哥聊了好多。
大哥给了我一句（可说是刻骨铭心）：会读书没有什么了不起，让家人放心才是最了不起的。


可能，他这么说的原因是我时常让家人操心吧！
尤其是妈妈！
她总是说不懂以后我怎么办的……
唉~ (╯﹏╰）



我该怎么不让家人担心啊啊啊啊啊啊啊？？？？？？？！

Reluctant

Wanted to go back to Kampar yesterday, originally.

But I stayed back in Penang for one more day.

My brothers are going to KL later and they'll drop me at Kampar.

I really feel reluctant to go back even tho staying at home doesn't do me any good.

I would definitely miss my mum and the two babies.

Missing my mum really makes me tears drop.

I must admit that I am still a little girl that cannot be without mummy.

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

Writing this kind of things, having this kind of mood, I'm just being honest to myself.

Hope that this ain't a barrier for me to grow.

被动

我发现，我真的是个很糟糕的女儿。英文叫lousy。
我很像马来文的一个谚语，什么锤子与钉子的。
人家叫我做、叫我动，我才会有所行动。

可是，我妈妈，她是个能干的妈妈。
家里的大小家务事，还有照顾孙子，全是她一手包办。
我？现在是假期，根本帮不上什么忙。
洗衣煮饭打扫，没有一样行。
妈妈每天都忙得团团转，都一直在说着以后都不懂我怎么办……

唉，简单来说，我是懒惰+被动吧！
我不会主动地讨工作，可是只要你叫到，我还是会做的。
因为难免会惭愧+不好意思嘛~
见人忙进忙出，自己又在旁边摆着。
又因为觉得很尴尬，英文叫awkward，所以都不太敢主动。



被动是我的性格？
还是我只愿意做我想做的？
(╯﹏╰）

晚安。